This is about to be my most off-road post so far...! I am at that point were I am about to get on the rooftop and just yell on top on my voice like "arggggggggggh"...these past weeks have been something else..
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I have been seeing this particular advert for so long but a few days ago it hit me differently...I bet someone might have seen these adverts where the concept is sort of like following a toddler till adulthood, the child might love playing with a ball and then it ends when he is a star footballer....example is the Kanu Nwankwo version "papilo I know say one day you go make us proud".....I bet we all remember that one....
So why did this advert get to me,,,? 'cos i don't know how I got here..! Running around hallways all day with a special uniform and sometimes with a stethoscope in my pocket...and the books? Oh Lord!,,... My God I never toyed with needles or scalpels or toy stethoscopes or beg my parents for ginormous textbooks when I was little and look where I am.! How na?!
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I remember at some point I wanted to go into aeronautic engineering but now I am in medicine for Heaven's sake!!...Don't get it twisted I love what I do but at times I just think maybe I should have chosen something less arrrggggh..I don't even have the right word.
I think everyone gets to this point at some point. Am I making any sense??
In short I should just sleep right now cos its past 6am already...
Cheers people!
xoxo
just breathe.....and hang in there. Medicine is very challenging but you knew this already, all you have to do is take it one day at a time, just think, there have been many doctors before you, and you would be among many more doctors.
ReplyDeletethanks...but i should say here i knew med was challenging but the reality is far more challenging ooo...yes many more doks to come...my prayers with them...
DeleteNow you sound like Sting :) It'll be worth it in the end babe *hugs*
ReplyDeletelmao!! i just came back from sting's page after I read ur comment....i just couldn't stop laughing cos it reminded me of wen I wanted to write my board exam too, so I understand sting's frustration ooo...
Deletethank you sissy...xoxo
you'll come out strong in the end
ReplyDeleteamen to that sis! amen again!
Deletethanks
the best part is you'll come out strong in the end
ReplyDeletePele. I guess its part of the medical blues.
ReplyDeletethankie....its more like medico reds...lol.
DeleteThe end is surely better than the beginning :)
ReplyDeletehmmmm end sha,,,...thanks
DeleteHow did you get there?
ReplyDeleteYou got there because you were brave enough to do things I (and people like me) couldnt do!
I thank God for people like you every time I have to see a doctor.
Hang in there ...............for the sake of we the 'non-medics'
PLEASE!
yay!! naija mommie...thanks ooo..just beam your prayers my way from time to time...
Delete*hugs*
ReplyDeleteI'll have you in prayers, may the calming spirit of God always be with you
amen sissy...amen,....thank you
Deletexx
Just keep on! Keep your eyes on the prize babe!!!
ReplyDeletethank you very much..
DeleteYou're making more than enough sense...I'm here too with tears running down my cheek, no I'm not crying, but I've been sleepless from studying for I don't know how long. Science in general in evil, but it'll all be fine by GOD's grace. Hope you're good :-).
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